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Sapphire. Single. 16. Junior. Tucson

Likes: music, tanning, jerkin boys, cardigans, cowboy boots, mascara, cuddling, texting, photography, greek mythology, glasses, alcohol, marijuana, shisha, sexbox, dictionaries, parties, piercings, bus rides, movies, huge lobes, $$$, zebra print, blush, surreal art, graffiti

Dislikes: hoes, cotton, most people, braids, lip liner, blurry pictures, people who dont txt back, thugs, waist high shorts, itchy backs, spiders, liars, sketchyness, cocky boys, not having food, losing love, qtips, will smith, being alone, peeing

“Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life trying to correct.” -Chuck Palahniuk .

I have recently been patching up things in my life, that do in fact need a little duct tape. Over time I have become a more mature woman. I've grown out of my 'little girl' ways. There is much more to life them drinking, drugging, and parties. However, Im in love with all of em. Im not going to lie, Im in love with the most amazing guy in the world, but I fucked our shit up and that sucks. I miss him more then anything in the world.

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MOVED WITH MY POPS TODAYY


Got all my shit put together as well.
Fab yes?

I definately miss these kids. <3

I definately miss these kids. <3

(via sarcastic-icasm)

(via sarcastic-icasm)

My tumbalarity is down to 3?!

WHAAA?!

Anyhow, my day was fabulous. A few disappointments with the man I love, but hey, shit happens right? Heres a funny conversation that happened today:

Me: OMG Theres this really cute boy here!
Victor: Whats his name?
Me: Aleeeex
Victor: I dont know who that is..
Hanna: Yah, he has a small head and glasses
Victor: OH! I think I know who your talking about! DOes he have glasses?

hahah wtf Victor! =]

I Love youuuu

can I go a moment without seeing your face or thinking about you?

I cant help but think of all the times Ive messed up and didnt do anything about them, until it was far to late. Johnny I miss you, and want you in my life so dearly. Asking for a new begining would be far to much of me to ask, even me asking for another chance would be unfair to you, and I know that.But fuck Johnny, I dont know what to do anymore. I miss you. I miss us. I miss the way things were when you and i were happy, even if it was only for a short period of time.

You dont just let go of the people you love.

“My heart will fight my rational brain to the death until I have you” - Jonathan Michael.

I think about the time you said that to me all the time, everyday it plays back in my head. Staying up all night chatting back and fourth with you over email becasue we couldnt use the phone. I love you Johnathan. When I promised ‘Ferrever && Always’ I ment it with ever bone and molecule in my body.

I wont stop until I have you.
Until the sun is extingused, Ferrever and Always yours,
Sapphire Michelle.

GMABIT is an asshole.
However, I had an interesting night. Heres what I did:

1. Got stranded at the mall for 2 hours; but met some intreseting people.


2. Got hit by a car;  was on my way to the bus stop, and there was a car stopped, that wasnt going, So I walked in front of it and they hit the gas and hit me. Im assuming its someone I know. I wouldnt be surprised if it was just someone who hates me and wants me dead. Shit happens.

3. Ran from cops; smoking at Carson Middle school, and some cops came by with there flashlights and chassed me, Andrew, and Chris. We got away surprisingly. But then I had a rally bad asthma attack because Im not supposed to run. haha Weak.

4. Got followed; Me and Andrew were sitting in some wash, and we started hearing footsteps and some crazy noises, so Andrew pulled out his knife and we started walking towards the street, but then the peson or whatever kept following us saying some weird shit. We were blazed and creeped out.

5. Party; Party at Manny’s, was really lame. Didnt know anyone. There was a cutie who kept lookin at me though. ;)

All these events took place between 3:30 pm and 1:00 am

<33Sapphire

OMG He&#8217;s hot, Im high as a kite, and have mondo muchies

OMG He’s hot, Im high as a kite, and have mondo muchies

WHAAAAA?!?!
haha

WHAAAAA?!?!

haha

She rockin’ That thang liike

— The Dream

First day of school today, absolute horror and fail. Having to watch the man your in love with try to jump on some freshman bones is not fun. No Bueno at all. =/

Other then that, I saw my bff’s Ryan and Hanna for the first time in a while. I missed them so. <3

To bad summer is over. I had a fun time, the partyin wont stop though.

I <3 SUMMER09